drive

How easy could it be
to drive your own life?
to decide which way to go
to realize that it's you yourself
that is going through the path

examples, idols...
dreams and jealousy...

And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear
Take the wheel and steer
But lately I am beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel
It's driven me before
And it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around
But lately I'm beginning to find that
When I drive myself my light is found

Incubus - Drive

Pace

Cause life is so fast
You can barely see yourself among all things

Kedewasaan

Apa bedanya anak kecil dengan orang dewasa?
Apa yang membedakan mereka?
Bukan umur...
It's all in the mind

graduation

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

(Vitamin C - Graduation)

funny i didn't feel the meaning of those words when i graduated
ternyata benar, perpisahan kadang menyakitkan
tapi kita memang gak bisa cuma diam di satu momen saja
we just gotta keep movin' forward
with our own path and choice

friends......it's time to fly !!!!

Sudirman-Thamrin 2

Dari lantai 32

Sudirman-thamrin

Dari lantai 12

to where?

satu lagi yang makin kerasa waktu kerja :

you need to have a goal for your life

life at work

2 bulan bekerja, here's what i thought about working :

1. waktu lebih banyak tersita. biasanya hidup sebagai mahasiswa yang punya banyak waktu luang, sekarang senin-jum'at dipaksa mengikuti rutinitas pergi ke kantor di pagi hari dan pulang di sore atau malam hari.
2. harus bergaul dengan berbagai generasi, dari yang lebih muda sampe yang saya belum lahir aja udah kerja di sini. and guess what? saya bisa nganggep mereka temen, bukan adik atau orang tua yang harus dihormati banget banget.
   
3. nobody told you what to do. you just gotta find yourself a job to be done. bukannya gak ada pengarahan sih, tapi tetep aja harus nentuin kapan dan mau ngapainnya sendiri.
4. dengan punya penghasilan sendiri, harus bisa ngatur duit dengan baik. kalo nggak bagus pengaturannya, tengah bulan bisa tekor gara-gara pengeluaran yang gak penting.
5. dibebani tanggung jawab. you are a part of the society now. banyak hal yang harus dipertimbangkan sebelum melakukan sesuatu. kita gak bisa bertindak atas nama sendiri saja. ada nama baik perusahaan, divisi, tim yang harus dijaga.

two different paths

you see, i think there comes a time when a man has to ask himself whether he wants a life of happiness or a life of meaning
two very different paths
i mean, to be truly happy a man must live absolutely in the present
no thought of what’s gone before and no thought of what lies ahead
but a life of meaning, a man is condemned to wallow in the past and obsess about the future

"Heroes" episode 18

masang beryl

nah, ini nih yang bikin penasaran make ubuntu. yah, sebenernya gak usah pak ubuntu sih. tapi dulu diliatin sama nico pake ubuntu sih, jadinya pake ubuntu juga deh :D

langkah nginstallnya gak terlalu rumit kok :
1. pastikan driver kartu grafik mendukung beryl. driver "nv" untuk kartu nvidia tidak bisa dipakai. instal aja yang asli. caranya udah saya post sebelum ini
2. tambahin source ini ke repository :

deb http://ubuntu.beryl-project.org/ edgy main

3. ambil GPG key-nya:

wget http://ubuntu.beryl-project.org/root@lupine.me.uk.gpg -O - | sudo apt-key add -

4. lakukan pemutakhiran list package :

sudo apt-get update

5. unduh dan install dari repository

sudo apt-get install beryl emerald emerald-themes

6. untuk pengguna kde, window decoratornya bisa pake aquamarine :

sudo apt-get install aquamarine

7. jalankan beryl dengan :

beryl-manager

8. enjoy

langkah berikut ini opsional. katanya sih bisa bikin lebih smooth, tapi video memory nambah :

sudo sed -i -e '/Section "Device"/,/EndSection/ { s/EndSection/ Option "TripleBuffer" "True"\nEndSection/ }' /etc/X11/xorg.conf

buat yang belum bisa nambah repository, gini caranya:
1. edit file "sources.list"

gksudo gedit /etc/apt/sources.list

sebetulnya pake vi atau emacs juga gak apa-apa. yang penting bisa ngedit file teks
2. tambahin source yang mau dimasukin. misalnya :

deb http://ubuntu.beryl-project.org/ edgy main

3. save file-nya
4. update list package dulu sebelum ngapa-ngapain :

sudo apt-get update

semoga bermanfaat.

referensi:
http://wiki.beryl-project.org/index.php/Install/Ubuntu/Edgy/nVIDIA
http://wiki.beryl-project.org/wiki/Install_Beryl_on_Ubuntu_Edgy_with_AIGLX
http://wiki.ubuntu-id.org/PanduanUbuntu
http://ubuntu-tutorials.com/category/compizberyl/

masang driver asli nvidia

setelah beberapa kali teu baleg masangna, akhirnya ketemu juga cara yang bener buat nginstall driver ini :

1. liat dulu file executable yang udah disediain sama nvidia di sini
2. pilih driver sesuai kartu grafis yang dipakai. lengkapnya coba liat di sini
3. setelah tau yang mana yang cocok, downloadlah itu driver
4. matikan x-server:

sudo /etc/init.d/gdm stop

5. di command line, masukkan perintah di bawah sebagai root:

sudo sh NVIDIA-Linux-x86-1.0-97xx-pkg1.run

xx adalah nomor versi driver sesuai dengan yang didonlod pada langkah sebelumnya
6. ikuti instruksi pada layar
7. restart x-server

sudo /etc/init.d/gdm restart

8. enjoy

sebagai kelengkapan, perlu juga dilakukan instalasi tools berikut sebelum nginstall driver:
1. linux headers:

sudo apt-get install linux-headers-`uname -r`

2. build-essential:

sudo apt-get install build-essential

3. x-org

sudo apt-get install x-org-dev

kemungkinan error yang terjadi:
1. x-server gak mau mulai karena API mismatch. jalanin aja ini:

sudo cp /etc/default/linux-restricted-modules-common /etc/default/_linux-restricted-modules-common.backup && sudo sed -i -e 's/^DISABLED_MODULES="/DISABLED_MODULES="nv /' -e 's/ "/"/' /etc/default/linux-restricted-modules-common

2. installer gak nemu kernel source. untuk mengatasi ini, waktu nginstall driver, masukinnya perintah ini:

sudo sh NVIDIA-Linux-x86-1.0-97xx-pkg1.run --kernel-source-path=/usr/src/linux-headers-`uname -r`

3. installer gak nemu package devel untuk x-org. berarti package x-org belum diinstal, install aja x-org devel seperti di atas

oiya, yang mau nginstall beryl, pada saat instalasi driver, waktu ditawarin mengubah konfigurasi xorg.conf dengan nvidia xconfig, jangan mau. sebab ada komponen yang diperlukan beryl gak akan dipasang dengan cara demikian. mendingan skip aja, selesein instalasinya, terus di prompt, masukin perintah:

sudo nvidia-xconfig --add-argb-glx-visuals

nah, semoga bermanfaat :)

referensi:
http://wiki.beryl-project.org/index.php/Install/Ubuntu/Edgy/nVIDIA
http://wiki.beryl-project.org/wiki/Install_Beryl_on_Ubuntu_Edgy_with_AIGLX
http://doc.gwos.org/index.php/Latest_Nvidia_Dapper

nginstall codec multimedia di ubuntu (2)

ternyata perlu ada revisi dan perbaikan dari posting sebelumnya.

1. repository ternyata gak usah diubah juga gak apa-apa. tapi kalo mau diubah juga gak apa-apa.
2. perintahnya saya masukin di sini aja, takut di web aslinya dihapus, seperti di beberapa link yang ternyata udah gak jalan lagi :

sudo aptitude install gstreamer0.10-pitfdll gstreamer0.10-ffmpeg gstreamer0.10-gl gstreamer0.10-plugins-base gstreamer0.10-plugins-good gstreamer0.10-plugins-bad gstreamer0.10-plugins-bad-multiverse gstreamer0.10-plugins-ugly gstreamer0.10-plugins-ugly-multiverse libxine-extracodecs w32codecs

referensi:
http://wiki.ubuntu-id.org/PanduanUbuntu
http://ubuntu-tutorials.com/2006/11/24/how-to-install-multimedia-codecs-ubuntu-6061-610/

nginstall codec multimedia di ubuntu

recently i've installed ubuntu on my desktop... :D
coba-coba ngikutin trend...apalagi diliatin beryl sama nico
jadi pengen nyoba sendiri

ini langkah-langkah yang saya lakukan untuk nginstall codec multimedia
di ubuntu, soalnya defaultnya di ubuntu belum terinstall

1. ubah repository sesuai panduan ubuntu-id.org
2. masukin perintah sesuai panduan ini
3. enjoy the music and the movie, boo'

hmm....tampaknya terlalu singkat ya?
ah, biarin lah...namanya juga nyubi :p

shape up !!!

setelah beberapa bulan gak pernah olahraga on-purpose, akhirnya pagi ini berkunjung lagi ke SORGA (sarana olah raga sabuga). lari beberapa keliling, terus hosh...hosh...hosh....
waduh, anak muda jaman sekarang...ck...ck...ck....
disuruh lari segitu aja udah gak kuat... :p
mau dibawa ke mana bangsa ini? :))

just a note for you....................

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

"The Reason" by Hoobastank

postpone

tadi malem bener-bener melelahkan.....
pikiran berputar..putar...putar...putar...
putar....putar....putar...putar...putar...
akhirnya setelah memikirkan perjalanan
selama 6 bulan ini, this sweetness is
overwhelming me too much.................

sinking into sweet uncertainty...........

fokus masalah terletak pada uncertainty-nya
oleh karena itu, i think this uncertainty
must come to an end......................
the sweetness is not deleted.............
i'm just putting off the time............
the time i should taste it..............
though it's not as easy as turning my foot
upside down, i just have to do it.....
to make a clean start...................

Ashita wo tsukuru no wa ima shika nai kara

I don't wanna wake up one day
And find out it's too late
To do all the things I wanna do
So I'm gonna pack up my bags
I'm never comin back
Cuz the years are passin by
And I've wasted all my t-t-time

Simple Plan - Jump

next please...

at the next level, berbagai target telah menanti
untuk dibidik dan ditembak...
keputusan harus dibuat tentang berbagai hal...
inilah saatnya menjalani hidup dengan suatu jalur
yang dibuat dengan menerabas semak-semak
bukan jalan setapak yang biasa dilalui...
life is a matter of choices...
pilihan yang dibuat menentukan jalan cerita
yang akan ditempuh selanjutnya...

rebes

walau telat, gak apa-apa lah.......
alhamdulillaah, beres euy sidangna.....
sekarang lanjut ke level selanjutnya.......
mohon bimbing saya, kk...

tahukah kamu...................

ternyata ini perasaan tegang
karena udah mendekati deadline TA............
perasaannya sama ketika deadline kerjaan
belum beres seperti biasa...............
justru karena kebiasaan kayak gini
gak ngaruh lagi deadline juga...............
emang deadliner dari dulu sih...............
kali ini juga harus berhasil...............
1..........2.........3...........GO !!!!!!