postpone

tadi malem bener-bener melelahkan.....
pikiran berputar..putar...putar...putar...
putar....putar....putar...putar...putar...
akhirnya setelah memikirkan perjalanan
selama 6 bulan ini, this sweetness is
overwhelming me too much.................

sinking into sweet uncertainty...........

fokus masalah terletak pada uncertainty-nya
oleh karena itu, i think this uncertainty
must come to an end......................
the sweetness is not deleted.............
i'm just putting off the time............
the time i should taste it..............
though it's not as easy as turning my foot
upside down, i just have to do it.....
to make a clean start...................