clocking cut off : today

It's been a while since I last posted anything in this blog. It's not that I didn't have anything to write. I just don't feel like I want or need to write.

Whew, I'm overwhelmed by lots of things....or maybe I overwhelmed myself with lots of things to be precise. many new and old things that really got my attention.

Life's been pretty good for me. It's not that my life is spectacular like somebody else, but I feel that this is pretty much what I wanted. I can never thank God enough for all that He have given me. I have no reason to complain, eventhough sometimes I do :p well, I'm a human after all....

Moving forward, I think I need to shape my future more seriously. I always think that life should be lived as it's given. Let it flow, as some people said..... But lately, I'm starting to feel that I need to decide about more things in life. I have to shape my life with my own choice, without neglecting the fact that the real outcome is not for me to decide. But still...I need to have a firm point of view, from which I can act upon something that is happening in front of me.

Work is never more challenging than these last few months. More and more I'm being pushed to have more part of the whole operation, both technically and non-technically. Sometimes it's sucks...I have to be honest with that. A part of the work involved a few things that I don't like to deal with. But that's the part of the challenge. In which I also found an interesting role that I have to play. This is more about technical stuffs. I got the chance to learn a subject that I'm interested in. And I do hope I can be more useful in this kind of things. I want to make this team a successful one. The team is thankfully quite aligned with me. At least I can communicate with them well enough.

I think this post doesn't have any correlation with the title. But this is just a spontaneous post, so I don't really care... :p