Monday, September 25, 2006

yes, it finally happen

i knew it. i knew that this thing would eventually happen. keeping my words is a hard thing for me to do. and now i've broken my own words. damn, i can't believe i can be that stupid. i'm still thinking this as a game. how can i not realize, i'm dealing with real people here. this is not some kind of simulation or a game. this is real life, for God's sake.
as it has been said, i rarely put my hopes high, cause to fall from there is a huge pain. that's why i'm disappointed of myself for letting this hope gets its way to bloom too quickly.
ok, i understand. it's time for silent. let's keep it that way.

1 comment:

fai said...

ok deh, bru..
update-an berikutnya yang bisa gw mengerti aja ya :p